applescruffs

i greet you with my arms folded and heart wide open secrets pour out while my lips stay sealed and eyes focus on the lines on the floor the fluorescent lights above that remind me of high school everything and anything but you i feel your eyes burning into me reminding me of the hell which i deserve too many thoughts, too fast i wish i could focus on one but none stand out i try to take in the scene swallow my surroundings you, me, coffee it should be as simple as it seems i feel the blur as the picture goes in and out of focus as if the camera can't make up it's mind